Saturday, June 19, 2010
a bottom less feeling...
There are days I wish I were a kite ,soring aimlessly in the sky....no strings attached..but then I cant stand too much of anything....even if it is freedomunparallelled...too much of solitude...then too heavy a feeling chokes me....crowd....mundane.....i just want to lock myself...a multitude of contradictions......
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Hisumi.this is a new thought you have introduced to me and it is thought provoking.I mean i just realised i have messed up many things in life.If only i had chosen to be happy, if only...... i miss all my friends whom i can talk dil kholke.Well sumi how do u plan to do what u wrote?....... to find happiness and peace? Seems to be pretty tough and a saintly task.Anyways i am with u.wanna follow you.Its been a long time since i have blindly believed someone..........and if it is u i trust u with my life dear.I wanna be as good as i was.Sick of living like how i do now.How i wish i never grew up.
ReplyDeleteoh my sweetest dearest nis,..........when i read your comment,something tight gripped my heart....if only i could be an email and be electronically transmitted n be near u this very moment...listen,......no matter how worse the situation is there is always a way out....always...and I know it better than anyone...
ReplyDeletei trust u blindly dear.some day things will be alright for me and my family.I have become a cynic.And maybe i am not wanting a solution.Maybe i enjoy hurting others.But whatever it is i hate myself.and i dont trust men.
ReplyDeleteyes,men can be really nasty,i agree with you.They are so insensitive,and callous,but there are exceptions too.Do not expect a man to understand you completely....if you do that you end up hurting yourself...and y should we attach so much importance to them and end up as fools....they can never have the strength of character like women....pokan parayedey...
ReplyDeleteHi hi(giggle giggle)i agree.They are such weaklings behind that rough exterior.They understand things very late.They underestimate the modern female generation.Y is it like that?A lot of Ys wander in my mind.Some day i hope to get a justifiable answer.It is rare to see men who think of a lady's role beyond being associated with kitchen, children and sex.In working class maybe we can add money too.They never think that we were and still are somebody's dear children.all they can see is their own dear parents.When a girl leaves her home she is naturally insecure.It is often overlooked.
ReplyDeletewhen a girl goes to another household,she is actually uprooted,and planted in another soil...jst like adequate amount of water,sunlight and stuff is needed to let it grow well,we need love,care and time to blend well...when the other family fail to have this perspective,the poor plant withers....but dont let that happen...like the sunflower,let us try to move towards the sunlight by ourselves....why wait for someone to lift the pot and keep us in sun?remember.woman is the best thing god ever created....and will always be..
ReplyDeleteI have roughened over these few yrs so much that i find it difficult to believe it is me.I am trying so hard to be myself.I am slowly starting from scratchI don wanna wither yaar.I wanna bloom.I will share a medical advancement grounded thru research.Human male is a vanishing species.Y chromosomes and embryos studied in IVF(test tube babies) are seen to be smaller than female embryos.Paediatric ICU studies show that mortality and morbidity rates are significantly high in male babies.Survival rates are high in female babies.So ur last 2 sentences have scientifically proven grounds.I wnt out with my kids the other day to Smokin joe's to have pizza.It was 9 pm when we returned.And that was a real debut day out for the 3 of us.WE 3 loved it.I am just waiting for opportunities to take them out.
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